Jordan woke up first as he lied in bed enjoying a bit peace as Ellie and Sara slept soundly next to him. It was difficult to believe how much his life had changed in what has nearly been a week. Still seven days ago at this time he was still Jordan Fitz. He lived in the house behind Sara’s home. Things were different.
Now, he lived at Sara’s house. The entirety of his home fit on her nightstand. It taken him a few days to become comfortable with the idea of calling this his home. He had bristled at the notion of living in what seemed like a cage. However, after nearly week he had grown accustomed the place. A level of comfort seemed hit him when he was in here. While he still didn’t like the idea of being contained. The very harsh reality of insects and bugs meant that a place like this was somewhere he didn’t have to worry. He didn’t have to look over his shoulder.
Looking over at the large phone that now stands in his habitat as a entertainment focal point. He thought of his family. The decisions he was he had made and was making. While they had made arrangements his parents and him he was happy that his parents could be with his sister Alyson. He hoped they could find a level of happiness.
He himself didn’t want to be a part of that. It was selfish he knew. He didn’t want to have to see his parents as littles. He wnated to remember them as they were not as they are. Even though he is a little himself and understand that. He had accepted that in many ways. However, seeing his parents now. Like they are would shatter the memories he holds dear from his past.
The notion of his little sister standing over him like Sara or Ellie wasn’t something he was ready for and didn’t know when it would come. Looking over at Ellie and Sara Jordan had vowed to himself that he would try to make this work. Sara had told him in a private moment that this didn’t have to be the end. That life was a series of moments and events that you use to redefine yourself. It was something she had to learn after her suicide attempt. The whispers of people talking as you passed by. The eyes watching you and even those cloest to you looking at you differently.
Jordan had never dealt with the kind of depression Sara felt and what she lives with. Yet despite her own struggles she has a good heart. While living as her pet has been full of changes it hasn’t been as bad as he thought it would be his first morning he woke up in Sara’s room. He understands that this lifestyle wouldn’t work for everyone, but what Jordan has found over the past few days is that while he doesn’t agree with all her beliefs the ever-guiding hand of Sara is a relief in some ways. The anxiety he feels in social situations Sara now handles mostly. So, he doesn’t need to put himself out there. She is more of a planner and thinker than he is. While she puts on a mask of spontaneity, he knows that she has thought ahead and planned things out.
Standing up from his bed Jordan stretched still struggling to wake up. He walked over to his water dish Sara had supplied him and drank several mouthfuls of water. The dryness in his mouth begun to fade as he drank what felt like half the dish of water. However, as she stood back up he saw that he hadn’t even drank a 1/4th of the water.
As he turned around to walk back towards his bed Jordan stopped in his tracks as the giant eyes of Ellie were open focused and focused on him. This was something he was still not used to. After a moment passed Ellie yawned before closing her eyes. Jordan walked back towards her bed. The room was still dark with the lid on his habitat still firmly in place. Jordan was about to slid back into place when he felt his bladder betray him. The pressure of a full bladder pressed against him as he looked at Ellie.
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Yes! They’re back!
Yes they are
After a whole six months and nine days. (193 days)
0) It’s good to be back, It’s Hard to believe it’s only been six months
1) “Jordan woke up first as he lay in bed enjoying a bit peace “it sounds like no nightmares
2.1) “Now, he lived at Sara’s house. The entirety of his home fit on her nightstand. It taken him a few days to become comfortable with the idea of calling this his home.” Weird that he already considers it his home, he’s adapting way quicker than any other little we’ve seen.
2.2) “While he still didn’t like the idea of being contained. The very harsh reality of insects and bugs meant that a place like this was somewhere he didn’t have to worry. He didn’t have to look over his shoulder” he still needs to worry, just not about bugs, he needs to worry about whatever bullshit Sara’s gonna put him through.
3) “While they had made arrangements his parents and him he was happy that his parents could be with his sister Alyson. He hoped they could find a level of happiness.” it’s sad how the plans they made before were just thrown away, but also good that Alyson still has a family.
4) “He himself didn’t want to be a part of that. It was selfish he knew. He didn’t want to have to see his parents as littles. He wanted to remember them as they were not as they are” That does make sense, though I’m sure sooner or later he will see his parents.
5) “The notion of his little sister standing over him like Sara or Ellie wasn’t something he was ready for and didn’t know when it would come” No one’s ready for when their Little sibling outgrows them, In Jordan’s case it’d be worse because he’s the one who shrank.
6.1) “Sara had told him in a private moment that this didn’t have to be the end.” Oh but it is the end, he has no life any more, he’s just a footnote on Sara’s life, just where she wants him.
6.2) “That life was a series of moments and events that you use to redefine yourself” although it’s mostly her redefining him.
7.1) “Jordan had never dealt with the kind of depression Sara felt and what she lives with” No, but he does have something much worse.
7.2) “Yet despite her own struggles she has a good heart” That Stockholm Syndrome is coming in nicely, it’s almost like he doesn’t know he’s been abused.
7.3) “While he doesn’t agree with all her beliefs the ever-guiding hand of Sara is a relief in some ways. “ that little bond is strong with this one.
8.1) “As he turned around to walk back towards his bed Jordan stopped in his tracks as the giant eyes of Ellie were open focused and focused on him” Fuck that’d creep me out, (Although that’s why I put a similar scene in Little Dayton I)
8.2) “After a moment passed Ellie yawned before closing her eyes” so was she awake, or sleeping with her eyes open?
9) “Jordan was about to slide back into place when he felt his bladder betray him. The pressure of a full bladder pressed against him as he looked at Ellie” Using the bucket with an audience would be very not fun.
0) Yes it was a bit of break but it was also kind of nice to keep things creatively fresh and not get burnt out. It’s been fun to get back to this story.
1) No, they don’t happen constantly. Its not like every time he closes his eyes he’s getting nightmares.
2) The reasoning was that Jordan is still pretty young himsef. He hadn’t owned his house for all that long. So its easy for him to htink of it all as just moving houses. Jordan is a bit more accepting to everything then some of the other littles. He has always been a go with flow kind of person. So while things are adjustments he is able to reset a bit easier then others as far as what the new normal is for his lfie.
2.2) Jordan doesn’t have that many issues with Sara’s though. Not as many you. There are somethings he doens’t like. But he also understands some of things he doesn’t like arne’t Sara’s doing but hte governments doing. LIke he isnt crazy about a collar but its also the law. HE also udnerstands the whole Dayton’s yard situation led him to get a collar a bit sooner then the legal mandate. But its not drastically different.
3) Well its not perfect or what they wanted. But Alyson made a choice and there is nothing He can do about it and his parents can’t do anything about it either. So while its not what was planned not much can change that as Alyson made choice.
4) Well he sees Alyson for sure. As he talks to her in vacation episode. But he has yet to speak with his parents.
5) I agree. It would be completley differnet feeling probably as he barely knew who Sara was other than his neighbor. Somone as close as a sister would be is probably much harder.
6) I think he can still have a life with Sara.I don’t think its as bleak as you do. But it would be different then he had planned. I feel like once Sara graduates too his life will open as her life opens up more.
7) I dont know if thats true. As its hard to judge a persons level of depression and how it compares to other things.
7.2) Well he could reasonably think he hasn’t. As Jordan isn’t as opposed to many of Sara’s thing as you are. Ther are things eh doens’t like but you are much more against some things then I say Jordan would be.
7.3) I thought you would mention the litlte bond in this episode.
8.1) It would be ut would also be envitable. As tehy are going to wake up at some point and if you are laying facing the habitat it woudl naturally occur.
8.2) time will tell.
9) Using the bucket period would be horrible in my opinion.
2) Having a chill demeaner helps when being a fairly new little because you except help from your giant more with out as much pride and self worth getting in the way but as we saw with Jordan and his lawn trips, even mellow people can think they can do things then cant.
2.1) I agree, I think Chole’s loving influence on Sara has really made her a better person and more affectionate and maternal with Jordan. It has been good to see her evolve in such a positive way. I was thinking of playing around with a look ahead in 5 years with Sara & Chole having a dual wedding with Jordan and Kelli and Sara holds Jordan and Chole holds Kelli. Chole and Sara get their own house and set up a little house with a large acre lot to a little with a house and playset bug lights all out side so bugs wont mess with them in the yard surrounded by a 6 foot little white picket fence to keep them safe and stop accidents from happing. Since they are not going to have kids right away I am guessing, Jordan and Kelli’s kids would be a good fill in for now and they get to be the giant guardian Aunties that spoils them lol. Kayla could be hanging out in a mother n law suite playing games and boarding and can help out if they need her lol. Being a family man I love family stories I’m a sap lol.
3) Alison might feel a sense of responsibility being the only Human in the family. Like most people she wants to keep her family safe and is deep down playing out a little girl fantasy of having her brother and parents as her dolls to take care of like Saras mom had said once.
4) I think Alyson is going to have a blast playing dolly with her BIG brother and seeing him get flustered lol. I understand the not wanting to see his parents and remembering them the way they were. I did the same thing with my favorite Aunt that got Alzheimer’s because she was so smart and quick and I didn’t want to see her less then she was and she didn’t remember me anyways if she was having a hard time with others.
5) I think I everything worked out for both.
6) I agree, see 2.1 lol.
7) You never know what internally hurts people because everyone is different.
7.2) I think Jordan’s life is better now then when he was big because like he said, Sara makes all the decisions and plans and takes all the burden off of him. He gets to play more with a buggy, has a house and is free to mostly just have fun with Sara and he I am guessing feels good supporting Sara with keeping her happy and not going to dark places again.
7.3) Sara and Jordans bond is what makes me think Kelli bonding with Kayla would help a lot because it would give her more faith in Kayla and bring out the Alpha in Kayla
8) If Jordan had to go, its not his fault they peek. Bathroom breaks before modesty lol.
9) I had to use a bucket at a party, it was gross but when you are buzzing, you just want to pee lol.
9) Did you keep in mind the suggestion I made in “Madison’s World” about the litter box? It would be an embarrassing situation for them, but practical for emergency situations like this.
0) Indeed.
1) good, he deserves to sleep well.
2.1) Jordan’s only a year older than I was when I discovered this story, a year younger than me now. I can see the comparison to moving house but think that’s a bit of an understatement. He does have good adaptation skills though, I’ll give him that.
2.2) His lack of issues is weird. I get that Sara isn’t to blame for everything, but she isn’t made to answer for the things she is, he’s got no resentment or even lingering disappointment with her, It doesn’t make sense. Dayton’s yard led to the early collar, but Sara’s in action with Maisy and the first Dayton incident is what lead to the back yard.
3) Nope, she can overrule them simply because she’s not like them.
4) over the phone and in person are entirely different.
6) I doubt it’d be much of a life, but better than nothing.
7,1) It’s a worse situation not a worse reaction
7.2) Jordan is more agreeable than I.
7.3) I am consistent.
8.1) Yeah, but I meant watching and waiting, not happening to wake up.
9) Agreed 100%
The lines about not wanting to see his parents as littles or having his sister look down on him from above like a giant looking down on an ant hit home for me. I know Jordan still wants to believe he can handle this alone and doesn’t want to burden his family with being a little. His family is going through the same thing, and his parents are now under the care of Alyson. I do hope we get a family reunion-type scene with Jordan and his family meeting up and talking things like this out so they can be in this together, and they can be stronger through the burden of Smallara.
This is post-party, correct? I really wanna know what happened if so lol
Nope, Friday morning, the party’s tonight.
YAY!
PARTY!!!!!!!!!! I hope Kelli takes over because she is the bigger and a more dominate personality and I am hoping gets with Sara to set up alone time for them to Finlay get them laid as littles lol. Do they have a higher sex drive being littles because littles have a lot of animal traits?
Let’s gooo we back !!! – I’m calling it now family reunion is coming maybe not next week or even a few months but it will happen because Jordan if you think for a moment a parent or family won’t come finding you you be wrong 8/10 times and I can already see how it plays out – Jordan mom going in for the hugs and kisses and smacks him for trying to stay away and blurts out a mom’s nickname special and Jordan’s dad probably not good with emotions like a hugging or anything like that just offer a greeting or manly hand shake but Sara and Allison both say just say you miss each other and hug damn it !!! And they share a group hug
Overall great to be back
Although considering the situation. It would almost have to be Jordan’s sister who comes looking for him in your scenario. As no one else would have the ability.
I sounds like Sara and Allison are friends and like to talk about Jordan so I can see Sara setting everything up for her little man and wanting to see his sister being able to play with her big brother like I’m sure they laughed about over the phone.
They have a family hug on Allison’s tummy so she can be involved lol
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