Smallara 554

Smallara Episode 554

Mallory sat with Gavin on a cushioned bench just outside the main patio, overlooking the breathtaking expanse of Chloe Gracewood’s private estate. The backyard was perfectly manicured, down to the precise symmetry of the hedges and the subtle choreography of the garden lighting. Even for someone like Mallory, who was no stranger to luxury, the scale and polish of Chloe’s world always managed to impress.

But tonight, it wasn’t about status. It wasn’t about aesthetics. It was about the rare stillness between them—the kind of peace that felt fragile and fleeting.

Leaning back, Mallory sighed, letting her eyes drift across the soft glow of the lawn. “Babe, isn’t this just beautiful?” she murmured, her voice low, contemplative.

Gavin rested against her chest, nestled into the crook of her body. At just under four inches tall now, he was featherlight but still carried all the weight of the man he’d been. She cradled him instinctively, protectively, as if to remind him—and herself—that the bond between them was unchanged by his size.

“It’s harder to see all of it now,” Gavin said, his voice quiet, thoughtful. “But I can imagine it. I catch little glimpses—the shimmer on the water, the shape of the trees. It’s still there, just… closer. Smaller.”

Mallory looked down at him, brushing a finger gently along his arm. “I always forget that your vision changed. Like, it’s technically better in clarity, but the distance thing? I can’t imagine what that’s like.”

“It’s like high-definition tunnel vision,” Gavin said with a dry chuckle. “Everything within five feet is crystal clear. Beyond that? Just shapes and color. It’s like living inside a diorama.”

Mallory smiled at his analogy, even as it twisted something in her chest. She wanted so badly to give him back the freedom he’d lost. But tonight, at least, she could give him this moment.

“This is nice though,” he added after a beat. “Just sitting out here. Everything’s been so chaotic lately.”

“Yeah,” Mallory agreed. “You’ve been through a lot. We both have. But I see you trying, Gav. Learning Korean for me? That means everything.”

She took a long sip of her beer and tilted her head back toward the sky. “Who knows? Maybe after I graduate, we pack up and go. South Korea. Fresh start. Somewhere that isn’t here.”

Gavin blinked. “I don’t even have a passport.”

Mallory laughed, the sound rich and warm. “Babe, you’re mine now. You don’t need a passport. You’re a permanent part of my documentation. You’d be a little note at the bottom of my customs declaration. ‘One tiny companion.'”

Gavin tried to laugh along, but something about it struck a nerve. “Yeah. Silly me.”

Mallory glanced down and caught the subtle shift in his expression. Her humor faded. “Hey. I didn’t mean it like that. I’m not trying to make you feel small, just… safe. You don’t have to worry about the logistics. I’ve got you. That’s what being a team means.”

She paused, then added more gently, “Just like I helped you with Helen. I’ll always protect us.”

Gavin tensed slightly at the name. “Helen—”

“Was a parasite,” Mallory said, her tone turning sharp. “She latched onto your grief and used it against you. She manipulated you. Gaslit you. She was obsessed with controlling you.”

Mallory lifted him gently, bringing him to her face and kissing him softly. “I know it’s hard to hear. But I saw it, Gav. I lived through it with you. You gave her too many chances, and she kept hurting you. I couldn’t let that continue.”

“But I was complicit,” Gavin whispered. “I didn’t stop her. I let it happen for too long.”

“You trusted someone you thought cared about you. That’s not a crime. That’s being human.”

Mallory’s eyes locked with his. There was no anger in her, just a fierce, undiluted loyalty.

“And now you have someone who actually does care about you. Who loves you. Who’s going to fight for you, no matter how small the world makes you feel.”

Gavin leaned into her, his tiny hands resting over the curve of her thumb. For all the things he’d lost, this moment reminded him of what he’d kept. And maybe even gained.

“I love you,” he said.

Mallory smiled, her fingers tightening slightly around him. “I know. And I’m not going anywhere.”

For the first time in a long while, Gavin let himself believe it.

And in Mallory’s embrace, he didn’t feel small. He felt held. Protected. Home.

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Nodqfan
8 days ago

Neat episode with the focus on Gavin and Mailory with a nice interaction between them that feels genuine rather than Mallory controlling Gavin like usual. I do have one question, though. Who is Helen?

C M
C M
Reply to  Nodqfan
8 days ago

Girl Gavin cheated on Mallory with. Mallory found out and bullied her so bad that she had to transfer schools, then Mallory had that school do the same, and she eventually had to go to a public school somewhere else. Idk if there was actual cheating though.

C M
C M
Reply to  Asukafan2001
8 days ago

I think it’s pretty telling about gavins personality how guilty he feels for what happened to her. Like he probably feels guilty for doing it in the first place, but I get the feeling he’d have rather taken more of the punishment than let Helen’s life get ruined. He seems like he feels even worse because he didn’t just hurt Mallory but because he is the reason Helen went through hell, and that makes me think he’s generally an honorable protective person.

I vaguely remember that you mentioned we won’t see her, but it’d be cool if there was like 2 chapters where Sarah is watching Jordan and Gavin and they run into Helen and Gavin gets a chance to reconcile

Asukafan2001
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Reply to  C M
8 days ago

Gavin’s punishment is living with that guilt forever. Some say that may be worse then Helen having to go through it. As she will eventually heal. But gavin will forever carry the weight of his actions.

Lethal Ledgend
Reply to  Asukafan2001
7 days ago

Helen may heal, or Mal’s bullying could push her to do what Sara tried to do, ending her life.

Nodqfan
Reply to  C M
8 days ago

Yikes, that seems excessive.

C M
C M
Reply to  Nodqfan
8 days ago

Yeah. I think she went too far, albeit Mallory isn’t at fault. Gavin and Helen knew what would happen if they got caught, I just think Gavin didn’t know it’d be so one sided and feels guilty about it. Like Helen lost basically everything from a social stand point and Gavin mostly got off easy until smallara hit him. Now he’s stuck with Mallory forever on the hope that she doesn’t have a change in feelings for him, which she will most likely have.

Asuka has pointed this out a few times, and it sucks, but Gavin is in this situation because of his own choices, I just hate that it currently comes across that he’s going to be paying for what amounts to a small mistake for the rest of his life if Mallory doesn’t loosen up

C M
C M
Reply to  Asukafan2001
8 days ago

That part I’ve always been a little unclear on. Like I’m not certain on the details of what happened

Lethal Ledgend
Reply to  C M
8 days ago

To my understanding, Gavin was hiding from Mal, hanging with Sara, but when Mal called Sara asking where Gavin was, Sara lied, claiming not to know where he was. Later, when Mal questioned Gavin as to his location, He told Mal the truth despite knowing Sara had lied to protect him.

This caused a minor rift between Mal and Sara, but that’s been patched up now.

Last edited 8 days ago by Lethal Ledgend
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C M
Reply to  Asukafan2001
8 days ago

wow I had expected something worse lol

C M
C M
Reply to  Nodqfan
8 days ago

Episode 469 is where she’s first brought up

washsnowghost
Reply to  Nodqfan
8 days ago

I like this chapter and the closeness they share, I hope Mal keeps fighting for being with Gavin and their is a episode showing how they are able to be more intimate physically because that is a big part of a good relationship.

J - Vader
J - Vader
8 days ago

Oh god is there onions here or something god damn !! 😭😭😭😭

Lethal Ledgend
8 days ago

1) “Even for someone like Mallory, who was no stranger to luxury, the scale and polish of Chloe’s world always managed to impress” Chloe is the richest of the rich, 1% of the 1%.

2) “She cradled him instinctively, protectively, as if to remind him—and herself—that the bond between them was unchanged by his size” Well, they would both need reminders.

3) “Everything within five feet is crystal clear. Beyond that? Just shapes and color. It’s like living inside a diorama.” That’s a good way to put it, plus it’s already been established the Littles struggle to see face from the floor so “within five feet” seems right.

4) “She wanted so badly to give him back the freedom he’d lost.” Does she, because she loves taking full advantage of his lack of freedom.

5) “Gavin tried to laugh along, but something about it struck a nerve” I can imagine that happens a lot to many littles who try and look on the brightside.

6) “Hey. I didn’t mean it like that. I’m not trying to make you feel small, just… safe. You don’t have to worry about the logistics. I’ve got you. That’s what being a team means.” that’s some surprising Empathy from Mal, it’s like she’s sent a double to this party instead of going herself.

7) “Just like I helped you with Helen. I’ll always protect us.” That’s closer the real Mallory we all know.

8.1) “She latched onto your grief and used it against you.” what was he grieving?
8.2) “She manipulated you. Gaslit you. She was obsessed with controlling you.” just like Mal.

9) “I know it’s hard to hear. But I saw it, Gav. I lived through it with you. You gave her too many chances, and she kept hurting you. I couldn’t let that continue.” Not sure if it’s true, or just something Mal wants to believe and wants Gavin to believe, but I’m sure the same could be said of Mal.

10) “And now you have someone who actually does care about you. Who loves you. Who’s going to fight for you, no matter how small the world makes you feel.” She’s being awful soft this chapter.

11) “For all the things he’d lost, this moment reminded him of what he’d kept. And maybe even gained” Is it worth it, though? Mal is worse than Sara, ande Sara’s not great.

12) “I love you,” – “I know. And I’m not going anywhere.” You could at least say it back, Bak.

13) “For the first time in a long while, Gavin let himself believe it. And in Mallory’s embrace, he didn’t feel small. He felt held. Protected. Home” That bond is seeming strong.

Last edited 8 days ago by Lethal Ledgend
washsnowghost
Reply to  Lethal Ledgend
8 days ago

I believe more people then just CM and I worry Mal will move on or get bored being with little Gavin. I would think Gavin’s mom put into writing like a prenup that if Mal gets with a human boyfriend or husband that she would give up rights to Gavin to protect her son.

Lethal Ledgend
Reply to  washsnowghost
8 days ago

I’m in the worried for Gavin’s future camp too.

I’m also worried about Gavin’s precent.

washsnowghost
Reply to  Lethal Ledgend
8 days ago

well I guess there are three in the save Gavin club lol.

washsnowghost
Reply to  Asukafan2001
8 days ago

I think if Gavin becomes stuck with another guy he will try to escape at his own risk not caring about his health because he is so miserable in life. She only controlled him because he feared the Jar or comforts of life. If he has nothing to fear and just sits in the jar not talking in a trance and doesn’t eat or drink his food in the cage. SHE LOSES ALL POWER lol.

Lethal Ledgend
Reply to  Lethal Ledgend
8 days ago

14. 1) “You’ve been through a lot. We both have” trying to imply what evers happened to her is nearly as bad as what’s happened to him is a bit egotistical of her.
14.2) “But I see you trying, Gav.
Learning Korean for me? That means everything.” isn’t him learning Korean still a while away from starting? It was decided In GG 11 witch is in the far future.

washsnowghost
Reply to  Lethal Ledgend
8 days ago

14.1) she really has a bad case of narcissism and and poor little Gavin is stuck being like trick pony of the month that will lose popularity and will be moved on from for a different popular thing like a teacup poodle that will mess with him lol.
14.2) I think I saw in some earlier chapters he had started trying to learn. I don’t think he is doing well but is trying lol. If I were him I would offer to do her moms finger and toe nails to get on her good side lol. There are some great in ear language translators I was going to buy one for my wife and I and I think Mal should hit up Chole if they have any that fit a little. That would be a great way to learn to speak any language but still be able to always speak in the foreign togue around the house.

Last edited 8 days ago by washsnowghost
washsnowghost
Reply to  Asukafan2001
8 days ago

I think you are missing that Littles should be better at oral sex with a woman then normal sized guys because they are able to stimulate a woman’s nerve centers above better because of their size and then when they get enough blood down bellow to enlarge a curtain female organ, their size will again let them stimulate areas most normal size people would miss or not be able to manipulate with the same precision.

Lethal Ledgend
Reply to  Asukafan2001
7 days ago

2) I was referring to her treatment of him being the opposite lol. But I agree those points you listed would be a struggle.

3) It was well put, is it the same distance for all Littles?

4) He can’t say no, and has been punished for trying to make a phone call without her permission, everything she’s done, decision she’s made that was without his consent or input is taking advantage of him.

5) She did say she wasn’t good at sensitive stuff.

6) Didn’t Gavin chose her for her popularity, just barely missing out on picking Maisy?
Gavin’s no saint, I agree, I have less sympathy for him than I have for Jordan, but more than I have for Cindy.

8.1) Oh, lol, that’s one hell of an ego.
8.2) I see, I guess not having seen the Helen incident doesn’t help us under stand it.

9) Yeah, she would see it like that, that she’s the heroic Girlfriend and Helens the evil temptress taking advantage of Gav’s moment of weakness.

10) I think she loves him, just not a particularly healthy love, Gavin does see her soft side that others don’t, but he also sees cruelty from her most wouldn’t.

I get that, it just feels a bit out of nowhere.

11) Indeed, but Mal’s earned her place there.

12) It was a dick move when he said it too.

13) One he was contemplating leaving.

14.1) I’m basing my assessment on what I’ve seen prior, not fully realising the new traits Mal’s gained. It does still sound to me like she’s equating them, though.
14.2) That’s pretty sweet of him. I can see why she’d want him to learn it for real, though.

Darkone
Darkone
8 days ago

Regarding some of the consequences from decisions and actions that some of the characters have to deal with. Remember the majority of them are teenagers. If Smallara had not come about, many of these decisions would not have been so life altering (certainly Gavin’s actions). Think back to all the stupid things you did as a teenager.

But that is life in this universe and just like life in our universe, it isn’t always fair.

gui58
8 days ago

It’s so strange to see Mallory allowing Gavin to finish his sentences without interruption